Why I Love Flying

I remember the first time I ever boarded a plane.
I was eleven years old and was travelling to Verbier in Switzerland for a skiing holiday with my Grandma’s side of the family. (Side note: She’d totally clip me round the ear if she knew I’d called her Grandma haha).

I remember everything about that trip.
I remember going to London with my mum and getting lost on the way to the Passport Office. I remember nervously waiting for my passport interview – a requirement, as it was my very first passport. I remember the way I felt inside when my first ever passport was handed to me. I remember my mum going around the same roundabout five times before realising she was lost on the way home. I remember the way my mum ensured I had the thickest purple coat you had ever seen because she was scared I’d get cold. I remember the repeated flutter of my mum’s eyelashes as she blinked furiously to hide the tears she was so obviously trying to hold back as we waved goodbye. I remember the way my stomach flipped when we drove through Switzerland. I remember the way my eyes filled with awe as we crept up the side of the mountain winding higher with every curvature of the road. I remember the way the snow sounded as it crunched beneath my feet. I remember feeling devastated that the hessian carpet in the chalet destroyed my Percy pig slippers, but the memory that sits most visibly from this trip, is the first time I ever flew.

It was the single most exhilarating thing I’d done at that point in my life.
As I sat in my seat on the plane my eleven year old mind raced with questions.
“How does something so heavy lift off of the ground?”
“What if we crash?”
“Is my lap-strap tight enough?”
“What if they lose my luggage and I never see my Percy Pig slippers again?”
“Why do my ears feel funny?”

I was lucky enough to be sat next to my uncle Gavin, who had the patience of a saint. He tossed me a hard boiled sweet to suck on whilst he answered my questions and when the time came to take off he told me it was “just like a rollercoaster, but better because it doesn’t mess up your hair and the view is wayyy better” and as we taxied along the runway, he saw how much I was shaking and reassuringly took my hand.

I don’t think I’d ever been more scared at that point in my life.
The teacups were the scariest “rollercoaster” ride that I had been on so I had no point of reference for what I was about to experience. The plane taxied along the runway and when it reached the foot of the strip, the engines, and my fear, roared into life. I was sat on the window seat, and too nervous to look away I stared out the window at a nearby patch of grass idly focussing on each individual blade wondering idly if that would be the last time I’d ever see grass, because I was eleven years old and had never flown so obviously my first thoughts were that the plane was going to crash and I was going to die.

But as the plane took off and the blades of grass transformed into a stream of green, I found myself enchanted by my changing surroundings.

Grains of grass were no longer visible, and the strips of grey concrete that were once beneath me had been replaced by a patchwork blanket of green, brown and yellow hues. Roads manoeuvred through the colours creating the most intricate of patterns, that decreased in size with every foot the plane gained. Puffs of white drifted past the window gaining in density with every second that passed, and before I knew it I was above the clouds. The radio crackled on and the pilot announced that we were scary-thousand feet high, but I couldn’t care less, because as I stared out of the window at the billowing soft clouds I realised how utterly peaceful I felt in that moment.

Thirteen years and four countries later and I still feel the same way.
Especially now as I sit here typing these words.
I’m sitting on a plane with zero room (You SUCK Easy Jet!), London is no longer in sight but neither is anywhere else. Instead, when I look out of the window all I can see is a bed of pure white with the sun hovering above us, its rays reflecting off of the plane’s wings, illuminating the purity that sits beneath the plane. Occasionally the clouds break and the palest of blues peeps through, matching the colour of the distant sky. And as I stare out of the window aimlessly it suddenly dawns on my why I love it so much up here.

You cannot destroy clouds.
You cannot build upon clouds.
They are simply there, hovering above you in your day to day life, occasionally pouring down on you (*Cough*Cough*England!!*Cough*).
They just exist.
Untouched by man.
And I find it comforting that in a world where everything can change in a heartbeat, there will always be a place where everything remains the same.

Because the higher I fly, the smaller I feel and that feeling is bloody intoxicating.


  1. My mind still races with all those questions 🙂 A few years ago I was on a plane that hit the worst turbulence I’d ever experienced. I’m a little more nervous on flights now, but I still love the thrill of it all! Great description!

    • Turbulence can be incredibly frightening sometimes, I remember flying to Greece in 2009 and being caught up in a massive thunderstorm – it was horrific, but eventually we climbed above it, and looking out of the window at night to see streaks of purple, white and deep dark blue flashing beneath us was incredible! Luckily I haven’t experienced anything like that since but i can completely relate to how nervous it then makes you! xo

  2. Bangkokgirl Blog says

    My first ever flight was when I was 14 to Florida – I was beyond excited and still love flying to this day. I love the feeling of picking up speed during take off and I am even a fan of turbulence (weird I know!!!) xx

    • It’s an incredible feeling isn’t it?
      One of my favourite parts of flying is when it’s night and you’re about to land, and you’re only a few thousand feet above the city looking down on all of the lights twinkling beneath you xo

  3. I still remember, once this luggage authority broke my bag, it was a nightmare! I was waiting for my luggage and when it came it wasn’t in one piece, thanks to my insurance company.:)

  4. I didn’t arrive to flying until late in life (18) when I made my first flight from the US to Paris. Alone. I’m not sure why my parents thought it was a good idea, or that I would easily find my hosts in the massive Charles de Gaulle airport. oh well. It’s been a sweet ride ever since, and I love just looking out the window and watching the world go by!

    • Talk about jumping in the deep end!
      I bet travelling alone on such a long haul flight was quite intimidating at the time?
      But you’re right – definitely can’t beat a window seat!

  5. flyawayoneday says

    love love all of this!! <3<3

  6. So beautifully expressed!

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